Cheater

I swear i am the biggest cheater in world

For i do not allow myself to take on the world

If ease is the biggest enemy of progress

Then fear surely the enemy of success

And Fear has allowed me to cheat myself

Violation of the sacred vow

To love and honour thyself ‘till death

And i seem to let fear tempt me into its grasps

To close off the positivity

For the tolerable inconsistency 

I want to take a nose dive into myself

To find myself and cease this theft

Of potentials wasted

Out of failures unassured 

I have listened to teachers with no practice

And watched practitioners with no teachings

With a society that derails and prey

The Sanity of its people

I cheat not because i am not teachable

For i have become skeptical

Of ideals being formed out of misinformation 

That errors are far too common

And to say i am only human is to accept to fail

I cheat because i am fearful

I cheat because i do not know

I cheat because that is all i know

I cheat for i am a cheater