Flaw of Mine

I am sorry to say the least

I am a pessimist 

I cannot accept that you are true

For i even question the few—That i love

I am sorry to say the least

That i am skeptical 

Of your notions of being with me

For i can only see how you will disappoint me

I am sorry to say the least

That i keep tabs on everything

Or nothing

Better be prepared or be bitten by your fangs

I am sorry to say the least 

I would share myself to you

I fear what that could mean to me

And what you could ask of me

I am sorry to say the least

I am starting to recognize this flaw of mine