Self-Destruct

Before i self-destruct

I will not blame you

You robbed me

Of youth

Of innocence

Of happiness

I should’ve left

But i lingered in your false security 

Before I self-destruct

I blame me first

I should’ve fought for myself

I should’ve taught myself

How to love 

Before I self-destruct

I thank you

I finally accepted who i am

I must break down before I can rebuild

Set this reality ablaze 

Be reborn through the ashes

I will only live from now on

For me and mine